Another 3 Days More to GO

Mr Rabbani was killed at his home by a suicide attacker who officials believe had concealed a bomb in his turban. "Whoever killed Burhanuddin Rabbani, the intention was to kill any opportunity for peace and stability in Afghanistan," "After this assassination, to be honest, I do not know what will happen ... Any group who was behind this assassination meant to close the door of stability in Afghanistan." Rabbani's killing at his Kabul home on Tuesday by a bomber claiming to be carrying a message of peace from the Taliban leadership has triggered fears of dangerous divisions in Afghans fighting the Taliban-led insurgency....

....Some source from news online

The situation looks worse here in lovely Afghan. My chef told me that it's like a nice glass plate, that could be broken crumbly any time without any reason. Nobody's knows! He said further eventhough he is going to miss me, but for good shake, never back here again! Live is the magnificent gift from GOD that you need to maintain happily.. Money is not everything, go home! Stay with your loves one..

I just shake my head down, listening to him with my little serious look on him.. inside my mind I had never answer questions, why this continous conflict never ending in this lovely Afghan! Felt sorry with the young generations, with the hard and risky lives surrounding!.. Hmmm, when will it be ending?! I have many good local friends around! What will happened to them, to their family in the future! Still can they dream about colourful and peacefull future ? Hmmm.. I can't answer, most of them just humble, sincere people who find the work for sincere living.. just for survival..

Bact to my Chef, everyday He asks me, how many days more to leave Afghanistan ? I told him, well as today 2 days more, I'll head to Kabul, then on 29th Sept I'll go to Indonesia.. I'll be with my family in Medan on 30 Sept :) .. I told him entusiasm. He is smiling and said GOOD.. can I start crying now ?? He added... no NO .. please.. don't CRY for me Argentina... I answerred him.. Yes, there is something missing on me, eventhough lives like in jail here, but people arounds sincerely nice and friendly.. I'm going to miss them.. and it's one of good live experience for me!

Another 3 Days more to GO.. go.. GO.. Afghan's buddies, I am feeling lonesome already...just my pray with you.. things will be better, no more blood wasting, fightings and anger! All is Well... be peace and safe!

Some Smiley Faces :)

Almost two weeks here in lovely Afghanistan, after my holiday. I'm starting to count my days again, looking forward for the new assignment, new place, new province and new people.. I'm expecting the unexpected, I need to be prepared, just be prepared and hope nothing. I just let it flowing through the Helmand river till the Nimrooz border of Iran.. :)


The feeling of severe, sometimes appeared with some why questions, why do I need to go to another place? why do I need to leave some nice and good buddies here? How can I tackles up with all this new atmospheres?




Hmmm.. sometimes that negative, and doubts comes again to my mind. Well, I don't care with that negative thoughs so much.. try to cancel it.. Cancel Cancel Forget It.. CCFI.. I said !


I just think of the new live experiences with new people and places.. It would be more lively and more challenging for me! Will make live more lively, will burn my blood high, and open my eyes widely! Yes, though I'm excited and counting again my days here.. five more days to go ;) yeah another 5 days :)


This afternoon, I'm doing some light exercise around the compound and taking some photos. Some Afghan buddies like usual, greeting me warmly with smile.. and the standart greeting "tsengga yee" :) I'm answerring their greetings with a big smile also.

It's a lovely afternoon as I saw some local buddies with smiling and happy face.. very awesome.. very very nice. Although it's end of the month - old month as employee, no paydays yet :) but They are still nicely transfer their smiley face to me. Oh Lord, how beautiful your creatures with smile. How tender, sincere hearted and friendly this people I met in my compound!


I'm taking some photos on this lovely afternoon with some smily faces. When I observes their smily face.. though how peaceful their lives and how happy smily face they have. Awesome! Mantap! I hope They can keep it up.. be happy and no worried!.. Yeah.. and keep smiling my friend! Let's your worried goes with your big smile and peaceful mind..


Imagining that everybody that I met tomorrow will be the same.. the happy person and with smile. It will be nicer.. if Not, then I'll start it.. by greeting them with warm and big smile.. yeah.. let's see.. starting tomorrow until the rest of my time here, I'll greet warmly anybody I meet with smile.. :) :) :) Insya Allah.. I can do that.. just to make small study, how is it going! no harm to make people laugh :)..


Yes, yeah 5days to go and to keep smiling and happy... and NWBH.. my smiley friends.. Things will be fine.. and just GREAT.. so keep and share your smiley energy with others..Mantap! Awesome.. yok, dwa, dree.. here you are some smiley face of Afghan people surrounding my compound!

Stressful Weeks Days CCFI

This week is a squezzing and heavy week days for me. My mind plague by the security concern where the people's around still playing with the boms, guns just like toys and fireworks. In addition I am missing home, missing the beaches where I can swim and relaxing while I'm deppressed.

I have experienced the butterfly effect of the misaddress of global warning now. My mind corrupted, I'm easily get shaky, my heart beating faster and being paranoid. Recently, I can't sleep and taking rest comfortablly, my eating appertite decrease and easily get upset with something. All this symtomps, feeling depressed and stressful is really unhealthy situation for me. I need my holiday I guess.. I need my break off.. cooling down a while.. relaxing ..

After staying four months in this lovely Afghan, this week I'm really feeling missing home, missing the beaches, the jungle, the hills, water fall, my friends, my books etc etc.. Luckily They let me have my holiday by next week.. I'll back to the civilization.. back home! taking back my live :) my freedom.. :) hahaha..

I am so excited.. really really excited.. but the bad feeling of the butterfly effects still remain... not sure how long and deep I need to swim in the beaches later to kill this negative feeling.. to get rid off.. this stupid experience!.. C.C.F.I.. CANCEL CANCEL FORGET IT.. Kamal. lupain.. lupakan.. Hai rawul.. :) Cancel CANCEL FORGET IT.. you will be fine.. NWBH.. No WORRIED be Happy.. yup CCFI and NWBH..

I wish I can dipping my all body now in Helmand Riverrrrrrrr... for the therapy.. :) Shock Therapy .. hehehe.. capek dehh... sabar.. sabar.. be patient and strong.. ! It's true let it be.. forget it.. let it flow through Helmand river and goes to the ARAL sea later.. hopefully not flowing to Penang beach's where I plan to spend my holiday :) Hopefully.. Insya Allah.. I should be able to forget this.. it's just a small misunderstanding... so yeah CCFI and NWBH.. :) Okay.. I am counting yok, dwa, dree.. I'm smiling now.. I'm relief :) hehehe.. okay bro! Welcome to the Jungle!.. Cheers.. and still counting my days here.. 4days more to go!..

Wha khand - SMILE - NWBH

No Worried Be Happy - NWBH my friends.. Wha Khand - wha khand.. smile.. big SMILE my friend!

This afternoon I met, the student - Sarwar Khan, enjoying and relaxing at the back yard park of my compound. I great him and have small chit chat about how is his day.

I made recommendation to him, to see the outside world for a while.. just for a while I said.. about 15 minutes, just trying to make around my living. I want to see how is the things outside my brick fence. Some times, I am seeing around through small window that we have to check the visitors. But that's only limited angles. So, he agreed with the idea, to escape a moment from the compound, but he said we wait another friend "Gulharar".

A few minutes later, we met another friend and I make a fast move to change my clothes with my local traditional clothing. I read Bismillah, and Qursi verse then I'm ready to make my steps outside! hehehe.. I gave my camera to my friend and ask him to take some photos later outside.
So, how do I felt ? hmm... Well, I felt a bit excited, not worried so much and enjoying the scennery outside.

The housing fencing very unique to me, we almost can't see how is the houses inside the fencing. It's a kind of covering, I understand why the houses designed like that. The weather is cloudy, and so windy.. the road quite big road actually and has nice Pines trees on each sides of the road. See.. I think that's beautiful.. and look natural.. About 15 minutes we walk around our living place.. then we back home.. everybody wha-khand.. smile happily.

We stopby a while at our guard post, having some smiling face pictures of the guards. I set appointment with my friends to bring me somewhere this coming holiday.. on Friday.. yeah Insya Allah on Friday will see some new things outside.. so NWBH my friend.. just wa khand.. and No Worried BE HAPPY..

Bye JKT and Welcome Back PNG!

Penang.. Penang.. PNG ---> PENING deh :)

Now I am back to Penang, my desire is very strong.. back to Penang.. continue my study.. a Phd Research huh.. What's a Phd Research mean to me ? Do I made the right choice to go back to study to fill my plenty plenty of time.. hmmm will discuss about this further on my Phd jouneys.

So, here I am. in Penang. I took Airasia flight from JKT to Penang, direct flight about 2hours more journeys.. the cost as it's budget flight still good good price, only about 60USD one way. As soon as I arrived in Penang, I took bus, go to my campuz area and find a rental monthly room for my living. I stayed close to my campuz, only 15-20mnts walk :) hehehe GOOD exercise.

I'm ready ready.. ready.. to study again.. that's why I found place for living just close to my campuz.. eventhough it's not inside the campuz but.. I'm happy enough to have this place, and the rental rate also much cheaper compare to my previous place around penang road.

I am cleaning my simple room, then cleaning myself, next going walk to my campuz to attend the oath taking ceremony for the new students. Welcome to intelectual world my friend.. welcome to the jungle.. :) don't get lost here.. be focus on your path and goodluck with your study.. have spirit in your study my bros and sis.. don't worried and be happy.. I'm trying to entertain and make myself confortable.. hehehe..

After all the official welcoming and oath taking ceremony over, I decided to go to the town - port at Jetty to buy my unlimited Rapid ticket bus.. then walk around chulia street the backpackers areas. See some paints at the Gallery's just nearby to Mesjid Kapitan.. then go to nite market to have a look some stuffs I need for my new rooms... this will be put in another blog.... cheers.

Vote for the WSD

Dear all happy people.. let's VOTE for the World Smiling Day (WSD)

To continue my study about the power of smiling and the possibility for us to have the world smiling day all over the world, herewith I created one polling. It's a simple survey in my blog. The poll is regarding the creation of World Smiling Day.

What's in your perception about that 'smiling day' are you:
Pro (support the formation of the day),
Contra (disagree with the formation of the day),
or Balance (don't know, or no opinion).

Please all happy readers, after reading the blog of "the power of smile - world smiling day" Don't forget to VOTE. I'll put in the blog the results after the vote period expired, or perhaps in newspapers in the future.

Thank you all for the smiley and happy people, let's share the positive energy of your smiles to others be happy and no worried.

The Power of Smiling - World Smiling Day

Smile to The Word to give you Positive Ardol - celebrate the World Smiling Day


Today is hard hard hard day for me. I'm expecting to get repayment for my money, scheduled this week so I'll be able to pay my tution and register my study this monday. But till this afternoon I checked my balance still zero.. ahgg.. I said huh huh HUH, and some other cursing, as well as verbal abuse. Blame things on myself. I am very very dispointed with the people can't keep the words. I felt bad, I felt sad, disappointed all plavour blended become one, christal shadow in my eyes.. hmm.. am I too sniveling thought?. So, I sms him again, tell him the situation and hope for the best afford he can do to keep his promise.


Long time enough I keep thingking the alternatives ways, if he fail to do repayment, and talk to some close friends, just for them to listen our problems. Thought it's always nice to have somebody to hear our problems. On the bus, I'm still thinking.. thinking and watch the other faces of the passengers, thousands faces.. very little has some smile on the face. I capture my own photographs and observe my face.. huh.. so bad looking full of problem face and very bad mood. I said to myself, can I have my smile back eventhough I have problems?

I keep observing other faces, so common face, they look tired after working, some faces still have smile on it, some others common, and my problem face.. huh I don't even like to see it by myself. How about others seing me. I said.. come on.. it's not end of the world, there must be some other ways, come on.. smile.. keep smiling to release your tension. So, I counting ..one two three I tried to smile, four five six, I am smiling to myself already.. see.. the power of smile, I can be positive. I can forget a while my problems.. yes and thinks clearly the alternatives ways if my friend still default to pay.

Yes, smile smile smile.. I felt a bit stronger and get the energy while i'm seing the sincere, fresh, smiling people around me. So, I am thinking to write about the power of Smiling. I'm talking with the people around that I'm going to write about SMILE, and will posted it in my blog. I asked some peoples to smile in the photos, and I'm discussing about SMILE SMILE SMILE.. energy with the drunker hero.. too.

From the bus walking down to Banana cafes, I stopped a while to see my Myammar's friend JeLo .. Telling her about the smile, and she voluntarily become one of the models. I walked to love lane area and met one "mammu" street vendors. I say hai to him and has small chit chat and ask him to smile also. Got two smiley faces support me already. During our Frisbee, another shoot for smiling people, a malay stranger. I asked him to smile.. then he smile also.. hehehe.. SMILE SMILE SMILE to the world.

I am dreaming to have a smile day.. someday.. "WORLD SMILE DAY-WSD".. Imagine all peoples we met has nice, sincere, friendly smile.. wow.. WOW.. WOW.. how much good energy we can share to the world? How much warm friendship we can created to the world through smiling.. that's the power of smile.

It's give me idea just for fun to make simple study to understand how is the smile tendency of the tourists in Penang. Tourists from which country original has more friendly smile face in Penang? or can we thinks out of the box "how difficult the situations" can we still has a big smile and thanks for the feelings we have.. ?? hmmm.. see I'm forgoting my problems now.. instead giving me idea to study more about the power of SMILING :)

Now I'm smiling writing my blog, tomorrow I'll keep worried or smilling about the financial deadline for my study huh.. HUH.. miracles.. miracles don't take a way the smile of me.. let's the power of Smiling remain. I'm expecting you read this blog with big smile, forget all the burden in your live for a seconds, keep smiling to others.. transfer and share the power of smile to others... and make the "World Smile Day" happening.. God Willing......