MY bodY noT delicious!! Talk About It

Hmm.. Got flu! heavy of my head and eyes.. though going sleep is best yeah... 

In my office.. so damn lazy, due to this flu matters.. should i just go home, and take rest.. though it's better.. rather than everybody seeing my horrible and weak looks.

Hmmm.. let's see.. nothing matters with the work actually, and it's quiet not so many things to do.. though it's start with my teeth problems, already went to dentist but seems like it's not solve carefully.. will visit the dentist again soon, the fake teeth completed.. Hmmmm...

What's else that ruin my mind.. my study ? my work ? my business ? my family ? my friends ? or my boss.. hahahaha.. The later seems like geram geram GERAM GERAM International.. hehehe.. Some said that, it's a matter of take it or leave it.. yeah.. make it simple..! Is that so simple.. If I don't like it.. just leave it.. no.. NOT.. that simple.. though.. or do I need to express it and tell the boss what do I want ? will he listen or understand at least.. ? don't know!..really don't know! at least I tried it to discuss with the boss. 

Otherwise just Forget forget cancel it .. forget forget cancel it.. or go to swim.. :) :)God.. I'm getting weak God! is it work ? CCFI.. let's it flow with the water's pool.. I think yeah I want to dip dipping and diving.. under the pools later.. will go home earlier today,.. 3pm.. take a rest.. on the pool or jacuzzy at sency.. yeah I'll.. and let's rest my mind peacefully under the water and think think think think the good way to express the matters... CCFI or Talk About it.. (TAI) - TAI sounds shit in bahasa.. hmmm.. not a good word.. Talk about it.. should I ? 

Another 3 Days More to GO

Mr Rabbani was killed at his home by a suicide attacker who officials believe had concealed a bomb in his turban. "Whoever killed Burhanuddin Rabbani, the intention was to kill any opportunity for peace and stability in Afghanistan," "After this assassination, to be honest, I do not know what will happen ... Any group who was behind this assassination meant to close the door of stability in Afghanistan." Rabbani's killing at his Kabul home on Tuesday by a bomber claiming to be carrying a message of peace from the Taliban leadership has triggered fears of dangerous divisions in Afghans fighting the Taliban-led insurgency....

....Some source from news online

The situation looks worse here in lovely Afghan. My chef told me that it's like a nice glass plate, that could be broken crumbly any time without any reason. Nobody's knows! He said further eventhough he is going to miss me, but for good shake, never back here again! Live is the magnificent gift from GOD that you need to maintain happily.. Money is not everything, go home! Stay with your loves one..

I just shake my head down, listening to him with my little serious look on him.. inside my mind I had never answer questions, why this continous conflict never ending in this lovely Afghan! Felt sorry with the young generations, with the hard and risky lives surrounding!.. Hmmm, when will it be ending?! I have many good local friends around! What will happened to them, to their family in the future! Still can they dream about colourful and peacefull future ? Hmmm.. I can't answer, most of them just humble, sincere people who find the work for sincere living.. just for survival..

Bact to my Chef, everyday He asks me, how many days more to leave Afghanistan ? I told him, well as today 2 days more, I'll head to Kabul, then on 29th Sept I'll go to Indonesia.. I'll be with my family in Medan on 30 Sept :) .. I told him entusiasm. He is smiling and said GOOD.. can I start crying now ?? He added... no NO .. please.. don't CRY for me Argentina... I answerred him.. Yes, there is something missing on me, eventhough lives like in jail here, but people arounds sincerely nice and friendly.. I'm going to miss them.. and it's one of good live experience for me!

Another 3 Days more to GO.. go.. GO.. Afghan's buddies, I am feeling lonesome already...just my pray with you.. things will be better, no more blood wasting, fightings and anger! All is Well... be peace and safe!