Superman Banjir - being Angel and Devil

Amazing Poor Jakarta get flooding!

Today the landmark, the heart of Jakarta "Bundaran Hotel Indonesia" and others areas in Jakarta covered by water - flooding! Poor amazing Jakarta! Until now the chocolate water still there, looks never get less ... less and least..

The police cars, trucks, rubber boats are standby around to help the people who needed. Though that's heavy challenges for the "Superman Banjir" - read Governor.  Even though his office as well get flood.. hmm.. not easy work! Be patient superman banjir, many hopes from the people on your shoulder.. hope you can manage this problem.

Due to the raining and flooding, I'm not going to the office today. It's hard to counter fight this flooding. I have sent message to the boss explained that "Heavy raining and flooding that I'll come to the office after lunch time" the boss replied, that will be no problem, and if the condition don't improve I can work from home today!.. That's cool yeah.. I got permission to work from home, or anywhere I can get internet connection.

I spent the morning with swimming, listening the radio that covers the news about flooding disaster, music etc. It's really enjoyable and relaxing day to me!.. I'm alone in the swimming pool - The pool is mine.. I said.. then I did my 50laps swimming today.. very very good, fresh, fit and healthy. The pool is not square, it's cycle form, and not as long as at senayan city, but it's fine and sufficient for me.

As it's a bit raining, the water felt so cold at the beginning, but after some moves, it's feeling normal as usual. 50 laps.. huh, yeah.. 50laps.. :) make some shots of photographic in the GI's pool, and the flooding challenges for Superman banjir.

While doing my swimming, under the fresh, clean water of the pool, the though of flooding victims come across in my mind. What a pity for the victims, they will try to evacuate themselves first and their property from getting wet! the old people, the younger, and so on.. pity pity pity..

What may I do to help the victims yeah?? .. should I do something ?? The angel vision come around my though but the devil though try to counter this good though saying that.. come on.. it's not your job! let's the though and responsibility goes to 'superman banjir' shoulder...

Positive and negative..  angel and devil though come over the mind under the water, and while doing my swimming.. and it's not answering yet my contribution to help the unlucky.. it's come in my mind also to give free laundry to the victims who need it.. or at least with the super cheap price.. just to help them.. though they must be need it yeah!

It's flooding, I’m very sure that they must need clean and dry clothing for them to keeping them healthy. But again, I though it's difficult, my laundry place in Depok, meanwhile the flooding victims in Jakarta, there will be needed so much resources and energy to do this.

See; see; see! There is always some reasons for not to do the good things yeah!.Opss.. Aghhh. Superman Banjir, I'm trapped in the flooding.. HELP.. please evacuate me!.. Until now 7pm the flooding remain; the victims remain.. hope the angels though will be always defeated the devils.. Hope the Superman Banjir and the cronies will be able to do more and more by taking the priorities on the victims safety and live.. Insya Allah! Superman Banjir.. boleh!

My Ambition Extinguished

I suppose not to blame anyone including myself. I felt that my passion for my research study extinguised. I know nothing, nowhere, I lost track of what I'm trying to find out. I keep reading my draft DRAFT research paper to get clear pictures of my research problem.. but still huh HUH HUH, .. blur .. blury.. still confusing to myself.

Ahggg..what is wrong with ME ? The discussion with the two hero and heroin still refresh in my mind. Both are willing to help me, as their student. Expect me to go to the right path of my study, so I can complete my study on time. Inspite of both of them hold their own principles and aproach.

Don't be so much idealist and magnanimous in your study, it's not a student's jobs to do an action research, as they are costly and need long process. Those action research mostly doing by NGOs, fund raising etc. For you as student, you may provide your recommendation in a few pages only out of your hundreds Thesis pages later. She rise up her objection for this action research model. If you want to do philantrophic job, then you can either wait after you finish your PhD or if your passion is really burning to help those then, quit your PhD, join an NGOs and focus your heart and soul there.

The contrary with the Hero comments about the action research, well this is practical research. You may live with the hardcore poor people in the rural, stay with them for a week and make your observation, your study about their inflow and outflow, then you only be able to understand their situation and find out solution to help them out of the poverty trap.
This process will take many years, to assess the poor situation while the microfinancing already help them.. analyse the poor performance and so on .. and so on.. so ON.. hmmm Eventually you present your finding and analysis on the VIVA that will support you a lot.. Nobody will inquiry you.. the study mixed up in your blood, your passion, so easy for you to tackle the show.

I analyze his option methodology, not as easy as I think. Lot of resources needed. I agreed that it will give a clear and significant impact for the poor, but with the all limitations I have.. wisely I decided to push away my ambition and passion to find the other models.


I do understand their reasons and concern, so I need to go to the right path of my study, that until know I still has blurry direction. Hmm.. I need to do alot of Iqro Iqro.. Iqro again.. and study myself about the research research methodology etc. I though no wonder got some students spents many years for their PhD study.. as It's not as easy as I think.. BE SMART...fellow..